Haven blog for a few days already. Today as usual, went to meet esther and friends for pool. But today I was sick. I've been sick since saturday lurh. Havent had a good nite sleep yesterday either. Running nose become block nose. Very cham. Anyway, today quite zhun. Much more accurate than normal. Today got form.

Anyway, today Amantha joined us, but halfway thru the game, her bf emo and left. Then Esther said the guy very attitude. Cannot like that leave the girl all alone. Then she asked me, would I also like that treat my gf or not.

That got me thinking. I did that before too. But different scenario. My scenario was when the girl brought another guy along when we went out. Different. Even my friends also can tell that something is wrong. She never give me face, of course I also don't give face. So is different.

But I guess I won't feel jealous over simple stuff like Amantha's boyfriend. But I always feel uneasy about a lot of things. Like when Esther told me that a customer is trying to date Yiling, and I know that she and her classmates got go out with some of the customers. I don't feel easy. I know less of the picture than I should. But its not like we are attached or anything. I don't have the right to probe and ask. All I can do is have the uneasiness inside.

Anyway, Friday's my birthday! Most of the people can't make it on friday, and Saturday's martin's wedding. I guess I'll celebrate with Esther and all on the following Monday since we always go for pool anyway.

I think i might ask Audrey if she wants to go out on friday since I've got no plans. I don't know if I should, and I don't know if I'll regret it.

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